"Trying hard to enjoy the nightto make the best of my time And I would kill to know what it's liketo feeltonight With each cold sip of lifewhich helps to numb the pain Each touch of the glass to my lipshelps ease the strain It's been so longit's been so much Though I would shudder at your sight I would still shatter at your touch For I feel like ice this eveningwalking down the stairs Hidding my face into the basementas if anyone cares oh I'm out tonightI'm out to try to live tonight For tomorrow it may seem as though I never did It's been so longit's been so much Though I would shudder at your sight I would still shatter at your touch I reme